I continue to feel emotionally weak. There is a void in me that nothing except love can fill. I don't feel loved. By anyone. I know I am, I know I have friends who care about me but I just don't feel it. I need to be told "I love you", I need to be held and kissed and cuddled. I just can't find that. I can't decide whether I should continue to settle for what little I am getting from people who don't deserve what I am sharing with them, or just be alone and chronically untouched. I guess it makes me feel more alone when I am physically with someone who knows and cares nothing about my personality, emotions, and mind, than when I am just simply alone. I feel like I am grasping for straws here.
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About Me
- SM
- I enjoy meeting new people and having conversations about everything under the sun. My mottos in life are "mean what you say and say what you mean" and "treat people the way you would like to be treated". I am a tremendously loyal friend and it is easier for me to forgive than to forget. I am highly emotional and uncommonly self-aware. I take immense pleasure in discovering the small things and small spaces in life where happiness lies. I trust people 100% until I am given a reason not to. I have a great appreciation for people who do not strive to fit in with the majority, and instead are comfortable just being themselves. I'm a little eccentric and proud of it. Most people have the wrong idea about me until they get to know me. Among the things that are important to me are honesty, humility, humor, and creativity.
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