I lost 2 people recently. They didn't die, but they no longer want anything to do with me.
I am really sad about losing these people. Definitely more than I should be. The reason I feel so sad about losing these people is that it brings out a side of me that is weak, needy, and desperate for love. It makes me self-deprecate and, in turn, think about why I self-deprecate so reflexively.
I don't like this.
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